Let me just start off by saying that I love my boyfriend for his personality…. For how he treats me, his family, my family, and just in general the people around him. I love that he can make me laugh when I am having a really bad day. I love that he knows just how to calm me down when I am about to freak out. I love my boyfriend for who he is NOT for his job…
Something happened durning one of our conversations the other day… I was informed that my lovely man would more than likely be medically discharged from the Army. Of course I was curious - I mean… What was going on that they were going to medically discharge him? Was he okay? Did I need to fly out right then and there to be by his side? I would have flown out right then and there. So my lovely man explained to me that he is okay, but he has something that will progress over time… it isn’t bad now, but the Army still doesn’t like it.
So after explaining everything to me he then asked if I still love him even though he isn’t going to be in the Army and if I do still love him will I still come visit him in May.
I don’t know how exactly to feel about those comments… I’m sure he was simply feeling insecure about things, but I tried my best to reassure him that I love him no matter what….
I just don’t understand why he’d think that his job would change my mind and my feelings.
I can’t even explain the way you make me feel. I’m sitting here giggling at my phone. You make me immensely happy. Asdfghjkl;
I don’t want to even think about what life was like before I met you or how it would be had I never met you.
You get just what makes me tick- in both bad ways and good ways. You avoid the bad and add to the good.
You’re even okay with me when I feel like a child and flop on the floor in my footies and watch cartoons. You accept that side of me and I know that if we were together physically you’d sit me on the sofa and watch children’s shows with me. You make me feel safe to just be me.
Hell, there are so many side to me and you love them all- you are way too perfect for me. I mean, I know no one is perfect, but you’re as close to perfect as they come… For me anyways.
I don’t know what you see in me, but I’m glad you see something. I know that I gush about you a lot on here, but you’re my best friend. You’re purely amazing.
Our conversation today made me so happy